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I’m a very fortunate person.

I wouldn’t say I’m the luckiest person or the person that’s having the best life. No, no way.

But I’m grateful.

Friends around me are having a difficult time in life. They have issues. And they’re upset. It’s understandable.
They went on about how their family isn’t the most supportive one. They’re saying they can’t feel love. They’re saying everything they do can’t seem to help their situation, and they’re trying their bests to.  

Then I think of my situation.

i don’t think I’ve ever had to face such a problematic situation that made me feel hopelessly depressed. I’ve been fortunate enough to have an extremely loving and supportive family. And maybe it’s due to my lack of highly interpersonal relationships with anyone (friends or love-wise), people don’t usually hurt me. It makes me feel a little cold-blooded, actually.

So, what am I saying? I don’t know. It’s more of a feel-like thing that I’m doing right now.

But yeah, I’m fortunate. Even though that makes me feel very inexperienced. But that’s okay.

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I’m going down, down, down

Haven’t posted a proper post for a while. Always just reblogging…

I’m making plans, plans to move to another city. But even with some luck, this won’t happen until earliest next school year. And with no luck? I won’t be going anywhere.

This decision is purely emotional, and not to mention irrational.

But I just want it so badly, you know?

Let’s say it does happen… What am I expecting to get out of it? I’ll probably be putting myself through an emotional hell. Not probably. Surely.

I haven’t told anyone about it. I don’t think it’s necessary to mention anything until things are confirmed.

I don’t need to hesitate to say that I can leave behind everything and everyone I know here in Kelowna. There’s nothing and nobody here that will make me want to stay. It’s not like I hate this place… It’s just I’m don’t have any emotional attachments to anyone here. Nor do I need anything here.

I’m willing to give everything up for this, even when I know there won’t be anything good coming out of it. But I won’t be able to forgive myself if I don’t try.

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I love you three so so much.

I love you three so so much.

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BEST HALLOWEEN COSTUME, EVER!

BEST HALLOWEEN COSTUME, EVER!

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awesome shit right there

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THIS IS AMAZING!! 

FOREVER REBLOG!

HOLYSHIT.

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FOREVER REBLOG!

FOREVER REBLOG!

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hi guys,

finally got pottermore, finally bought my wand (alder with dragon core, twelve and a half inches, surprisingly swishy), and finally got sorted!

I’M A RAVENCLAW, BITCHES!

knew all along :)

KnightQueen169 — add me!

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FOREVER REBLOGGG!

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